So, now I'm more than a week behind on my word count and its looking more and more impossible to finish. I wrote about 12500 words last year and that was about what I wrote this year too. I feel like if I kept pushing myself to finish it the writing will suffer (I've already noticed that in some of my last chapters, like glossing over dialog), so I think I'm going to officially quit before I get entirely burnt out on it and just hate it completely. I'd rather pick it back up next year and try yet again to finish it, though at the pace I go, it looks like it will take 4 Novembers to finish.
Anyways, I think its best I set it aside again. I feel upset that I let myself down, but hating a project you were excited about is worse. I'm still trying to get over my senior capstone project because the idea was fantastic, but I rushed the design and execution and it didn't turn out as well as I hoped. I don't want that to happen to my little nano.
I'm going to go back and reread all my college collection stuff and see if I can't get reenergized about that instead. I hate this feeling of boredom and no motivation; the only thing that sounds good is napping on the couch, going to bed early, and sleeping in. I need something that is pulling at me to work on it every second I can spare, and nano was that for a while, but its lost that. There is just too much guilt associated with it now.
On Going Projects
Afterschool Activities (3) Animated Morph-mesh Curtains (2) Bauhaus Furniture (3) Birthday (3) Build Contests (11) Calendar Contests (4) Calendar Holidays (3) College Mods (4) Corner Stairs (1) Costume Trunk (2) Create Contests (9) Creator Anniversary (6) Dynamic Skies (1) Featured (5) Foundation Heights (1) Garden Helpers (6) Industrial Design (3) Kickstarter (2) Lifespan & Random Death Mod (3) Medieval Career System (2) Medieval Veronaville (10) Mental Illness & Disease (1) Moving Day (4) MTS News (6) NanoWrimo (3) Painting Recolors (1) Pleasantview (5) Scrapbooking Contest (6) Smaller Driveways (3) Smallhouse Models (2) Stackable Chairs (4) Strangetown (1) The Sims 4 (3) University Hood (7) Vacation Spots (2) West Weasels (6) Window Panes (4)